sometimes having everything isn’t everything

i stayed in bed wishing everyone valentine’s day

watched love stories and cried for the bravest

i’m a coward today – blaming in denial that my partner paid no attention

insisting that he is insensitive, when he doesnt even know what it is

i’m tired to want and not be wanted

i’m sick of giving and not taking

why am i devoting , why am i true

…and i’m not here to tell, am i?

well is this love, like they mentioned in the book?

then why am i still sad?

why is there arguments in me?

i allowed myself to sulk, but i dont seem to get out now

so i woke up again, for once it was a lonely night

he doesnt care…he didnt know

so i poured cereals and cold milk

called my mom to tell i love her

and i’m back in bed

i hope i will realized soon that i did it coz i’m one of the bravest

happy valentine’s day

wooot!?

i finally cut my hair short!

Aneroxic Vs Bulimixic

on the contrary of the corsette and sudden rebelion, i have stepped my foot down

and i have came to realize that i may be suffering from Aneroxia Nervosa Eating Disorder (mind you, i am far from Bulimia)

I AM GOING TO LOSE 10 KG BY MAY!

so my evergreen resolution for this year would be to LOSE weight again, what’s new?

It’s gonna be anti-salt and sugar fiasco again people

JOIN ME and my journey!